as of right now
youre stoned and fast asleep. you keep waking up every 10 or so minutes and when i kiss you, you talk back or make noises at me even though youre not awake. that makes me smile from ear to ear, you know that? of course you do… i wouldnt rather be laying next to anyone else right now and i feel like we grow closer and closer with each day. this once upon a time big giant guard i had up at the beginning now makes me smile when thinking about how different things are. how much better and lovely things are with you. and who would have thought us two all along? i dont know what it is about you but you make me the biggest mushiest person that i used to hate and now i am one of them. just the energy that comes from you is always so positive and filled with love. how can i not be as happy as i am? you just rolled over and nestled up next to me. youre the first one ive ever confessed any kind of love for which makes me go crazy on the inside. i dont just love you, i love us. you accept me for everything and every crazy thing i am and that means so much. i am my complete self around you in what seemed fairly quick to me. its because youre that special person ive been waiting on. deargod will you look at me?! i told you this mushy stuff really takes over me sometimes :) olivejuice kid <3
